too fucking good

A drum beats for me, it's louder every day
The cadence tells me that soon I'll meet my judgment day
Life's an endless showdown never knowing when they'll come
I sleep with one eye open lying with my smoking gun

The game I play has caused a lot of grief
They were dying for fame, so I obliged them some relief

The megadeth the great!!!!!

i met a funny, good spirited auto driver yesterday amidst all the mental chaos......
He did manage to put a smile on my face with his genuine interest to drive an auto and the amount of enjoyment he derived from cursing about driving in the summer heat!! He used to find spots of shade in the road and call that his talent......i do agree with him, it IS a talent

And on the other hand we have Mr . "Illa buddy"......... He takes pride in writing the NDA(non disclosure agreement) for his project report.......today he managed to "hand" my brain(talege kai hakodu) ultimately!!

ha?!

when pain turns into anger, u listen to paint anger!!!!

=))

good one bye me again..............

kill kill kill kill kill

I cannot sleep with a head like this......
I wanna cry, i wanna scream
i rage i glaze i burn i hate
i wanna hate it all away

REmoooooooooooooooooootely feeling that stuff..........i'm a realist

thats where I want to be........the open skies

The desire to shoot harsha is overwhelming!!

Not every day do i get this urge!! I wanna shoot him, or slowly poison him to death. I also thought of electrocution as i was in my bath tub today.(ooooooooooo dark blog!!! fuck you all!!)

Karan will watch clockwork orange in his very simple life.

Paddy will drive home with KRISHNA(of course who ELSE?? grz mayb)

Griz will go home and pretend nothing is happening.

Latha's status is unknown as usual.

Ashwin is absconding from my life( A solitary sms frm him today enquiring abt my project)

Krishna will be smiling all the time.(I havent seen the dark side of him.........starting to believe tho that evrybody need not have that side)
He will go off to IIT.......uh bombay is it?? who cares, some IIT.........

Swetha was very consoling and sweet today......thats all.

I felt something there.......she was tryin to tell me that she is all weird also(like me is what she implied??)

I thought i knew it all
I thought i had it made

How does megadeth come up with such fucking,stunning, lyrics??? I wanna hang harsha at the perfect fit that those guys make.

I feel like vomitting every time i think of saturday.......

Oh i forgot a line.........How could it end this way?

Also, currently at this point of TIME i hate two ppl from the above list.......

Oh and i want to thank Sheetal, Div and gang and sush and gang for somehow delaying the visit to motorola today. Otherwise i would have probably killed harsha today, instead of having just thoughts about it.

I will go now.........One KING awaits me......

And my ties are severed clean

they're back!!!

Yes....
Funny salty sweet little boomerang shaped biscuits are back!! I've asked for it to the vendor here for like a million times!! had forgotten bout it and here they are......!!!!

They make for a good timepass treat!! Oh boy they will b fun today.....takin them home!

Oh btw chlormint roks!

Somewhere there's a reason
Why things go like they do
Somewhere there's a reason
Why somethings just fall through
We don't always see them
For what they really are
But I know there's a reason,
Just can't see it from this far
Maybe I don't like it, But I have no choice
I know that somewhere, someone hears my voice
I thought I knew it all
I thought I had it made
How could it end this way?
I thought I knew
Somewhere there's a reason
Why things don't go my way
Somewhere there's a reason
That I cannot explain
Just like the change of season,
Just may not be my turn
But I know there's a reason,
The lesson's mine to learn

is there anybody in there!?

Two mes.........many mes!
all fightin 4 survival.......

"just the basic facts
can u show me where it hurts?"

i cant.......i just cant pinpoint all the points where it hurts...

"this is not how i am"

lines frm a timeless anthem! a song that always makes u feel "sigh"......could write bout that song in multiple dimensions......

griz is interrupting me time n time again now between the blog,

OK now i've seen tis irritaitin habit of ppl introducing other ppl in blogs.....

" Today puttu came in and told me.......puttu is my closesssssssst gay friend by the wat"
or
" When i was goin to the toilet , i met kumar.......kumar is my colleague who sits on top of me"
(i've got more)

So i'll break teh habit and wont introduce griz.....for all you know he could be a transvestite posing as a judge!!! muhahhhhhhhahahaha!!!(no he's jus my friend)

Only two ppl read my blogs so wont make a diff anyway...
See if ppl used blogs as ONLY stress busters, why do they :
1) intro ppl?? dont THEY know who THEY are talkin about?
2) give their address to other ppls!?!? LEt other ppl only find the blog na while browsing.....

hmmmm.......lemme jus shut up here

hello me its mE again!

"I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed
But I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall "

source - papercut, linkin park............

My friend told me that people blog to release tension, stress buster etc its a diary etc

So lemme give it a try huh!?!
Jingaxe! started raining out of nowhere!! bloody damn rain.

Can i say the word 'fuck'? lemme test the word fuck ok.

OK here goes.....

..................

i cant say it without prupose though!!

ya i can.........cmon man fuck it up oh sorry suck it up and do it

...................(ugggggggggggggg cant do it)

ok fuck it!!

Ha Ha......ya i know.......i'm funny.
But funny wont help you when you feel pain, when u wanna feel pain.........
YES!! thats a new category u say? no sireeeeeee.......ppl do tht......they hurt themselves coz they enjoy the pain!! Its like sex!! u hurt ur whatever and still u get the release!!!

(I should prob go easy on the excl marks huh!?)

But funny wont help when ur project sux......funny wont help when u feel like u wana go back to the past and rewrite stuff.........funny wont help when all u wanna do is think straight, from ur head but U(no no the other u right inside but beside u) force urself to think only frm the heart longing for the impossible!

Oh yah damn it......now i wana shift tracks to that stupid heart that we all have......always wanting for the impossible!? "Oh i want that girl(who has said no to ur face)"
"Oh if i only i could go back in time nad do THIS this way......."
"Oh if only i could know what company to join......."
"Oh if only i'd written that test......."

(i know i know the examples are becoming shittier)

Who guides the heart then? ME......
ME is the root of all evil........wow suddenly sounds like i'm talkin about some other person huh?

Stop writing crap u idiot!
Ok.