Thursday, June 30, 2005

I must let go......some point of time

No questions or RFCs entertained...
This is just a note to myself as i go thru myself someday

heed the subject closely ally. It is starting to become serious now. What you felt today was not something to be ignored but only beware. Remember the "dual confusion" and how it was almost resolved today.

Actually i can almost feel myself reading this and not having a clue abt what i am talking abt myself. So remember tht u r an "emotional" person and consider THIS as the first step to realising what all this is about.

Welcome

Hello the two of you.........
Ya yu both only pa!

Welcome bak......bangalore must be like heaven aye? with all the "free" stuff that u can NOW get but were deprived of?

Im really really glad you both are back(dono why in this magnitude tho...but well ive always been an emotional person.......an attrib which has prob worked against me most of the time!!)

STILL loving you

Time, it needs time
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can bring back your love someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

Fight, babe, I'll fight
To win back your love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, only love
Can break down the walls someday.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?
I'm loving you.

Try, baby try
To trust in my love again.
I will be there, I will be there.

Love, your love
Just shouldn't be thrown away.
I will be there, I will be there.

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Your pride has build a wall, so strong
That I can't get through.
Is there really no chance
To start once again?

If we'd go again
All the way from the start,
I would try to change
The things that killed our love.

Yes I've hurt your pride, and I know
What you've been through.
You should give me a chance
This can't be the end.

I'm still loving you.
I'm still loving you,
I need your love.
I'm still loving you.
Still loving you, baby...

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The more i think itll be ok the more they go and fuck with my head!!!!

St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck

(Its rushing out, Its rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect

[Chorus:]
Fuck it all and no regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
I need a voice to let myself
To let myself go free
Fuck it all and fuck regrets
I hit the lights on these dark sets
Medallion noose I hang myself
St. Anger round my neck

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [2x]

St. Anger round my neck
St. Anger round my neck
He never gets respect
St. Anger round my neck

(Its rushing out, Its rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
St. Anger round my neck
(It's rushing out, It's rushing out)
He never gets respect

[Chorus]

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [4x]

I want my anger to be healthy
I want my anger just for me
I need my anger not to control
I want my anger to be me

I need set my anger free
I need to set my anger free
Set it free!

[Chorus]

I feel my world shake
I can't look away
Hard to see clear
Is it me
Or is it fear?

I'm madly in anger with you [4x]

Monday, June 13, 2005

turn the page

This blog was originally supposed to be titled "The mother of all that is good and clean - Parineeta"

Instead a bird crapped on me as i was leaving for office.......

And here i am now wishing i had a smoke, rather than be here.......

My head is about to burst open because i'm playing the above mentioned song at volume 100 approx....next in line is all within my hands

Funny, because it SEEMS not to be......

Sarve Janaha sukhino bhavanthu?!?! Am i not included in sarve janaha?
maybe not is what i am learning today.......

Repeated in and out wiht me was wat happened today......maybe theres a limit to politeness and i will find it out today.......

Parineeta reminds me of yesterdays fun(something which i may never ever have again......what is this?!? a dementor attack?!?!) Parineeta was excellence.....is sorry......its brilliance........its accuracy.....its fabulous.......its REAL WATCHABLE CINEMA......at this point may the makers of bunty aur babli be executed under the guillotine....ah what?! who first? the slut rani will do........

The day started with sleuth...pawan kumar, a young college drop out( that word is an insult to him.....he is an insult to us) who is a one power packed bundle of talent...the whole play consists only of two ppl which makes it even more challenging....he he the snide comments, the plot ,the acting what all should i mention uh? GOOD GOOD EXCELLENT!!

Then we went to PVR only to find all counters screaming on the mikes some movie name and the words 'sold out'! So we had to make do with Urvashi which seems to be becoming another swagath(or maybe plaza?!).....But we soon forgot the third class crowd and the bad seating as VVC(vidhu vinod chopra) easily introduced to 1962 Calcutta.....and then the rest was just pure talent taking over....Vidya Balan can knock off the aishwaryas and ranis with one expression or dialogue of hers...just might be a flawless perf from her!!

And then saif!! hai hai....in2 the hands of a right director n he can make magic which he proved in DCH.....Sanju dazzles in his pretty small role again courtesy VVC......PPl behind movie awesome job guys!!!!!

Bye